Tuesday, August 28, 2007

A Mirror, to see You

You've no idea how hard I've looked for a gift to bring You.
Nothing seemed right.
What's the point of bringing gold to the gold mine, or water to the Ocean.
Everything I came up with was like taking spices to the Orient.
It's no good giving my heart and my soul because you already have these.
So - I've brought you a mirror.
Look at yourself and remember me.

-- Jalal ad-Din Muhammad Rumi

Friday, July 13, 2007

情归何处?

最近,你总是闷闷不乐,成天埋首在堆得高高的文件中。我以为,你只是纯粹忙得透不过气,没时间跟大家话家常。

星期一,你却突然一副豁然开朗的样子,又开始找我聊天,还不时和我分享一些带着浓浓的属于你的M式幽默的有趣文章。那时,你给我的感觉是:

‘M爷爷,您回来了,您终于回来了!’(^△ ^)

于是,我们谈了好多。你埋怨着工作上所碰到的问题,生气着老板的不合理要求,牵挂着家里老母亲的健康,担心着钱赚得不够而影响将来的生活品质,紧张着用辛苦血汗钱买下的两间店屋能否顺利找到租客,等等等。。。

星期二,你对我说,你再也无法忍受老板的嘴脸,讨厌他霸道不讲理的咄咄逼人。繁重的工作量让你喘不过气,使你倍感压力沉重。

然后,你又悄悄地对我说,你已经去面试了好几份工作,其中有一间大银行已经正式以高薪请你跳槽。但是,你还没决定接受与否。

星期三,你告诉我,你已经做了选择。
你要走了。

我的心情却异常复杂。为你的苦尽甘来得到他人赏识而高兴,同时,也为了你的决定离开感到不舍。你走了以后,我们或许就会断了联系,我再也不能天天见到你。

我这个简陋的楼台再也不靠近湖水,而月亮最终会情归何处。。。?

请你在离开之前,告诉我,好吗?

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

在你回眸的瞬间

就在你回眸的瞬间
我看见了天的涯 海的角
听见了花的微笑
云的歌谣
还有那无法放缓的 我的心跳

当天地交换的刹那
你颠倒了日的光 夜的暗
唤醒了星的灿烂
月的闪亮
还有那只是为了你的 我的浪漫

[在你回眸的瞬间]
写于2001年

Monday, July 09, 2007

终究

落花有意 流水为何竟能无情
毫不可惜

山石溃烂 海水为何还能干枯
理所当然

恋上了 终究要分离
十指紧扣 原来只是错握了手

海角是否 只能远远遥望天边
无法改变

沧海是否 只能默默化为桑田
没有怨言

爱上的 终究是云烟
我和你 原来只是 Cupid 射错了箭

谁说过没有期望所以不失望
以为你和别人不一样
然而 咫尺却在瞬间顿成天涯

寻觅的最后原来只是海市蜃楼
以为我和别人不一样
蓦然回首 发觉其实早已看透

而你 从来都不懂
永远都不懂

[终究]
写于2004年11月4日

矛盾

清晨时分,下了一场雨。心情顿时灰色了起来。

曾经有人对我说,‘雨天是适合分手的’。同一天,她就真的与在一起快两年的男人分手了。

不知怎么的,从此以后,每逢下雨,我的心就灰灰的。

过去几天,好闷。不管做什么都无精打采,每天每时每刻都是昏沉沉的。好想睡。

我想,是寂寞在作祟吧。

寂寞,是因为好久没做些自己喜欢做的事情了,我的生活,除了工作,还是工作。我都快忘了自己到底喜欢些什么了。在这个什么都讲钱,什么都要钱的城市,人们都忘了自己最初的理想,都忘了自己存在的价值。因为没有钱就三餐不济,谁还管你什么理想、什么价值。

突然觉得好累。该是时候回归自我了吧?

但我想,首先,还是先找些吃的填饱肚子吧。7点钟了,大家都下班了,唯有我,还在Office埋头苦干。

唉,做都市人还真是矛盾。。。

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

就只要这样

有一种牵引 温柔感性
看似安静 却强而有力
一瞬间 拉近了距离
深情 紧紧相依

有一种浪漫 优柔慵懒
看似傲慢 却教人向往
一转眼 附满了藤蔓
痴情 紧紧依攀

昔日感伤深沉隐瞒
凝固的心 结成山一般的形状
你的浪漫牵引 将心融化
流成一湾浅浅的河川
心 竟不反抗 任由往事启航
沿着河床 飘向不知名的远方

你就这般停驻在我心上
将幸福撒在这支满载孤寂的小船
爱和温暖
从此取代了彷徨

这辈子 就只要这样
只要有你在身旁

[就只要这样]
写于2006年9月6日

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

永远怀念你

生命总是在你措手不及的时候,稍纵即逝。

这一分钟还在你身边的人,或许下一秒钟就永远消失在眼前。
而我们,就只能眼睁睁地看着事情发生,来不及反应,也往往无能为力阻止。然后,一切就在你的目瞪口呆中,过去了。

生命,就是那么脆弱。

2007年6月24日,星期天,异常酷热的天气。阳光灿烂、晴空万里,这是一个应该快乐、放松的日子。

然而,一个年轻的生命却在我们眨眼之间,消失了。

他热爱生命,热爱着所有生命赋予他的一切。
他努力生活,努力享受着生活中的点点滴滴。
他追求理想,认定目标努力不懈地勇往直前。

他,就像2007年6月24日的天气,浑身散发着阳光的气息。。。甚至在他离开的前一分钟,他仍是开朗、乐观的。

他,只有17岁。
17岁,梦一般的年纪。
他的生命却在最美的那一刻画上了休止符。

他的笑容,他的阳光,他的坚持,他的不懈。。。
他的一切一切,将永远活在大家的心中,永不凋谢。

谨以本文悼念2007年6月24日提前离开大家的他。

Friday, June 22, 2007

为何你是2号人?

距离上一次的相聚,已经快一个月了。在这一个月里,你都在想些什么?

是什么让你一会儿冷冷的、远远的,一会儿又暖暖的、近近的?是我让你的情绪不停地起伏吗?还是你用闪烁不定来掩饰你的不敢面对?又或许是我一直以为着的以为,对你而言都不是那么一回事? 如果真是这样,为何你的眼神还能那么温柔、那么殷切?为何你的笑容还是如此灿烂、如此阳光?为何你的问候总是那么适时、那么贴心?

为何?为何你留下那么多的为何给我?
一切为何,是否源自你的2号人特质?

我想,或许你不知道我是没耐心、易受伤的3号人吧。

忘了告诉你,我只为我们的感情贴上三个月的有效期限。
原谅我无法给你更多的时间,因为那么做会带给我更深的伤害。

还有两个月。。。

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Archipelago @ Circular Road

This was written on 29 May 07. It was a Beautiful Day because I was feeling happy...


~ In the morning, M asked me whether I would like to go for a dinner with him. He has yet to buy me the treat that he had promised after he lost a bet to me when Liverpool failed him in the match with AC Milan.

Well, since it's supposed to be a free meal, so, OF COURSE someone as cheapo as me will definitely say yes in case he went back on his words! lolz..

We had a supposedly "light" dinner at Soup Spoon @ Raffles Place, but the serving of my Mushroom Soup is really too much for me. And to think that, on top of the soup, M ordered a sandwich for me! If I'm not wrong, it was a Wasabi Roast Beef Sandwich. Although I can't finish them all, I have to say that both the soup and the sandwich are yummy! And the best of all, it costs less than S$10.00 for the whole set as mentioned above, plus a glass of Ice Lemon Tea, a small piece of bread and a piece of Tops chocolate!

It was still early after the dinner, so M suggested to chill out somewhere. He remembers that a friend brought him to a pub that serves Special Brew - Archipelago @ Circular Road. It was just somewhere nearby, so we decided to try that place out.

Here's a little background info:

Archipelago was a setup by Asia Pacific Breweries (APB) which was first established in Singapore in 1931. Asia Pacific Breweries (APB) was called Archipelago Brewery Company back in the 1930s, and was set up by the German brewery Beck’s.

According to Mr Fal Allen, the Brew Master of Archipelago in his blog -http://singbrewer.blogspot.com/ :

"In 1939 the brewery was seized by the British government as enemy property. In 1941 the brewery was sold to Malayan Breweries , which today is Asia Pacific Breweries.Capturing the romance, adventure and craftsmanship of the original brewery, the new Archipelago Brewery Company will brew bespoke craft beers combining the best of the beer brewing traditions from the west, with the flavours and spices of the east. The brew master will creating unique and flavourful beers to match perfectly with the lifestyle, weather and food of the Malayan Archipelago."

The Brews in Archipelago are somewhat unusual as compared to what that we usually have. We asked the waitress at the pub for a sample of all the 6 different Brews, namely Archipelago Traveller’s Wheat, Archipelago Straits Pale, Archipelago Trader's Brown Ale, Archipelago Java and... oops, I forgot what are the 5th & 6th. [Hey, dun be mad! I'm just blur... as always!]

Anyway, I decided to get Archipelago Traveller’s Wheat after the trial.

"Archipelago Traveller’s Wheat- This wheat beer is refreshing, with a distinctive character and flavour. Working in the tradition of Belgian craft brewing, Archipelago’s Brewmaster has introduced some unique, Asian touches to this beer. He blended in Assam(tamarind)and lemon grass, with a hint of ginger, coriander and Chinese orange peel. All this creates a beer of unique refreshing character.

Archipelago Traveller’s Wheat is enjoyed when paired with any food that is sour and spicy, especially those that contain Asian spices. Perfect with Assam Fish, Thai Vermicelli, Salads, Mussels, Top Shell, or Pepper Crab."

We got to know from a very friendly waitress who wore a beautiful smile at the pub that the Traveller's Wheat is the most asked-for in Archipelago. And yes, I think she's right to say that.

It is good, really.

M had the Archipelago Straits Pale - "This Beer is a real thirst quencher, crisp, clean and satisfying, making it a perfect choice for the tropical weather in Singapore. It is brewed in the American Pale Ale style with imported American hops for a refreshing crisp flavour with a smooth, round body that is enjoyable anytime.Archipelago Straits Pale perfectly complements dishes such as Thai Green Curry, sea food, shell fish, Indian curries, Tandooris."

It costs about S$15.00 for a pint, a little expensive but worth a try.

M & I talked a lot, and I was a little surprised about it myself. Afterall, it was the first time we went out together, and he definitely wasn't as chatty as he was at the pub when he was at work.

A great night out.. most probably becos' the dinner and drinks are FREE OF CHARGE! *wink*

*wave goodbye*

是真的吗?

最近,我在原本枯燥乏味的生活中,突然感受到些许的惊喜。
虽然,我还不能确定那些感觉的真实性。
只是,在平静了好久的心海,浪开始又翻滚了起来,让我无法不怀疑自己是对的。

不敢想象,如果真是那么一回事的话,我会如何, 又该如何反应?

这是My部落格!

终于,我拥有了属于自己的第一个部落格。。。
。。。就在这里。

其实今天没啥心情说故事,但是看到自己的布落格里什么都没有,实在太逊,于是就上来随便写个两句咯。呵呵呵呵。。。 总之以后会常来写写说说的,还请大家多多捧场!

Okie... that's all for now...!! Bye!