走吧...

真是峰回路轉！

還真猜不透他這麽做的真正原因到底是什麽？

爲了搏同情還順便sabo？或者爲了趁機爭取些什麽？還是純粹想要tekan某些人？Whatever，不管是什麽原因，他真是沒心沒肝的人。爲了解決他的問題已經搞得大家筋疲力盡了，他竟然還在這時候火上添油！

如果我能做決定，我會二話不説成全他。大不了大家再辛苦一點，反正也沒差。

我真的好想念當初那些平靜的日子。就讓他去吧，拜托。

無言

早就料到會有這樣子的安排，爲了大局，我接受你們的建議。我不介意回到原點，因爲我了解你們的難處，我多做一些的確是目前來説解決問題最快速的方法。可是，讓我火大的卻是你們對於問題的根本竟然抱持著完全沒有要徹查的意思。

結果就是，閒人更閒，忙碌的人更忙，而你們竟然縱容這樣的事情發生！所以呢，成不了事的人就應該被同情，沒事就哭閙的人就可以拍拍屁股過輕鬆的日子，而一直努力打拼著的人就活該忙死，是吧？

除了去你媽這三個字，我無話可説。

一月的老老人

過了一年... 又2個鈡 :((

今年，我竟然從一月的老人昇級成一月的老老人！真是多虧了Mons那只怪怪的怪獸！(｡-_-｡)

跟往年一樣，今年一大早就發生很多很多的倒楣事，我真的好想好想飆髒話，一整個快炸開了！還好有最樂觀的好同事K在一旁打氣，不然我應該已經口吐白沫氣死了。不過，中午之後就很平靜了，謝天謝地，讓我還好好地活著！

連續2晚的慶祝，心情還真是不錯，只是很不好意思讓好朋友們破費了。剛才吃飯的時候，不知怎的，大家不停地說笑話說廢話，我的下巴差點沒給笑掉，終于在這時候我才慶幸我有2個下巴。哈哈。

無奈地又長大一嵗，希望大腦也跟著長大，不要再笨下去了，拜托！

親愛的自己，祝你生日快樂哦。(^.^)

失望

其實，你真的不必要這樣子。

我不會煩你，也不會爬過你頭頂，更不可能威脅到你，因爲我沒興趣那麽做。這些你也知道的，不是嗎？所以，你到底是在擔心什麽？反而是我好訝異，你一世英名，竟然會把好人當壞人用。有一點失望。

Anyway, if this is what you want, I will give it to you then. 'Cos I know where and how to draw a really clear line as I absolutely know where I stand.

我會離你遠遠的，請放心。

How To Be Dead

Nice vocal from Gary Lightbody. A beautiful song.



How To Be Dead (by Snow Patrol)

Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No, you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop
No way

Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking them and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

陷

走不進去，也走不出來。

好大一個陷阱。

靜

新一年的第一天。
醒來之後，忽然之間，
一切都靜止了。